*SUICIDE* I tried to end my life Jan. 14 2007 (Part 2!!!)

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• Description : Rate & Subscribe to my channel! No...(more)te: Death threats will be deleted & reported & LAUGHED at! "Nobody fucking cares what you have to say" .either, ooooooo but btw thanks for the comment!!! NOBODY cares what YOU have to say either! *BIG SMILES* I LOVE getting comments from people who take time FOR ME!!!!!, thanks for wasting YOUR time to comment!! =D Yay!!!- Care to comment back? I can't wait & I'll look forward to hearing back to what you have to say. Which won't matter, I already have plans to laugh back at you. **REMEMBER- You took YOUR time to comment how stupid I was, or how I am an attention seeker. GUESS WHAT??-So are you for commenting. =D Goodbye! Move on & get a life. I'm living my life by expressing how I feel. WOw, what a life you have for leaving pointless comments. Please watch my first half of this story at: http://youtube.com/watch?v=NCEuV0qIFvY Comment nasty or ignorant comments will be deleted. I won't even bother to reply to such childish BS from people who needs to act their age & not like a 3rd grader. Death threats will be deleted & reported. Feel free to subscribe to my channel. Also, rate this video! I'd like to know what others think about it. Will help out a lot when I do other videos on this subject. Since I don't have a cam I had to do it this way thru movie maker, I hope to get my webcam working onto this computer. *MAY TRIGGER* This is the best I could do for this subject. USA National Suicide Hotlines Toll-Free / 24 hours / 7 days a week 1-800-SUICIDE 1-800-784-2433 1-800-273-TALK 1-800-273-8255 http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html A year on January 14th I tried to kill myself. I didn't realize how important life was. Even though I still struggle with my mental illness, I keep trying & I want to let those who think they are alone...you are not alone! Seek help if you are feeling unsafe. Things in life can be better. I'm planning on making a video to talk more about it, though its very tough right now. I'm glad to say that I am different & see life differently, which is a good thing. Am I still alive because??? Why?? It was a January Sunday afternoon. I took off bc an (ex) friend's father said he'd put me over his knee and slap me. I got scared and I told someone. But no one believed me. I took off & cried, I felt stupid and bad. I took it a lot serious then anything else. This video explains a lil of what happened. Taking pills over and over...(it says 30 but I had taken more.)I didn't realize how serious it was...I was so close to death. It still is a very scary thing for me to think or talk about. I have panic attacks & tons of fears while I was being treated & then in the ICU. Bad experiences. The nurse did tell me that I was going to die. I think he said that to scare me, bc he knew I changed my mind. You think I'll do that again? NO!!!! It's been 9 months & I am doing pretty well. :) Every time I am depressed I watch this & it makes me rethink. Also, when I know someone I know is feeling so bad that they want to die, I show them this. I should of died that night, I had every reason to be. It was my last chance to make things right & I am here bc of that. I still think about it everyday & every night. Still scares the hell out of me but that's a good thing eh? Rochester, New York State. Shortsville NY, Wayne County, Ontario County, Monroe County, Western NY. (less)